Thursday, November 12, 2009

Remininse

You know,
ever since the whole If I Aint Got you episode with P Andy, Ive been listening to my musicfest song over and over again on Facebook. ANd each time i listen to it, i feel a sense of warmness just seep into my heart.

The memory of standing there on stage.
The adrenalin rush that made my entire body shingle in excitement as i sought to hit every note to perfection, as i sought to bring the aemotions through.

No wonder i won.
It really was an amazing performance.
Even as i sit here at Hans with my Dad's laptop and just listen to that performance, and type this blog out, the emotions and soul in that song that day is just...
Overwhelming.
wow.

No wonder the people felt it.
I honestly, honestly, never knew that that performance was THAT good.

I still remember how it felt to have the audience cheer when i hit the big parts of the song. As my vocals rumbled through the performance theatre.
And how amazingly loud the audience cheered when the song ended.
That feeling.
That moment.
Was probably one of the best in my life.

Up till now the massiveness of applause cant be remembered because it was so loud, so massive, it was unimaginable and crazy. It was like a dream come true. MAN! Wow.

When i was listeninng to it, i forgot it was me.
In fact everytime i listen to it, i cant believe it was me on that stage, singing that way that i did. I never believed i was THAT good.
And until now, i sitll dont believe it.

But i guess thats a good thing. (:
So i can keep trying new stuff and keep trying to improve myself. (:

But for now.
I take pride in my Alicia Keys song.
That was one of the best moments in my life.
And that song, is and will always be my signature song. (:

If i aint got you.

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