My Dream.

I dare to tell you now
That my dream has always been to be
SINGAPORE IDOL.

Im finally old enough to join the competition.
And im dying to go.
But i cant. :(

I cant because i have many priorities-
Track, Studies, Exams etc.

And Singapore Idol happens to fall on all those periods where its Study intensive.

Any fool can tell its more important to concentrate on my studies now when i need to. Cos its more important than a competition as such.

But its my dream.
When your dream stands before you, do you take it, or leave it because of things that hold you back?

I wanna join so badly.
Its my dream.
But i think i need to make a decision against it.

Oh God.
Help. :(

If it is indeed for me,
it will come back in two years time exacly.
After im done with my As, waiting to go into the U.

Oh God i want it so badly.
Please let it come back in 2 years time.
Please. :(