Random stuff

Ah well.
Just a few random stuff. (:

Alot of stuffs been happening and honestly, i was a little emo the past few days.
I guess ive somewhat come to terms with the things that have been happening, yet they still remain slightly sore. I gotta take more time to figure that out. Yupp. I need a little more time and thinking space. Sigh. :S

Well, Last friday, Pastor Andy prayed a prayer of blessing over every single one of RR's SPs during Lcell, and that prayer really relaly relaly blessed me. I really wondered what God would tell him to tell me cos I didnt know what to expect.

I was hoping for an answer to all ive been pondering about, or like a look into my future, or like a specific area to grow in or move in in VJ.

But i received something else, something unexpected, something really great.

Pastor Andy started off saying how he saw a picture of a heart beating. Pulsating. And with every pulse it beats comes a strong wave that flows from it and impacts anything it hits.
He said that heart is like my heart. A heart full of love. A heart that is so full of love it overflows with love. There's just so much, so overwhelming amount of love in that heart.

And the deepest desire i have in my heart is to impact every single person i come in contact with. And the thing the Lord will say to me that day, is that through that impact that i bring, i lead people to God.

I found what he said to be so amazing cos really, ever since the beginning of the year, i have found favour with both God and men. And it really really really is the deep desire of my heart to impact people i meet, and honestly, i really have. And i thank God for that.

And that part about me leading them to God, im gonna keep believeing in that. (: God has been amazing through my walk in life, and i really wanna share it with those i love. But i just havent quite been on my game the past few months. I dont know. I need something. A jolt or something. Sigh. Life conference maybe? Haha. (:

Anyway.
VJ has been winning sports like mad for the past few weeks.
I am so really really proud of VJC right now!
And im even prouder to be a VICTORIAN! :D
Im so glad i didnt go ACJC.
Just dont have the click. haha. (:
Just affinity with VJC i guess. :D
Im so justified.
Haha.

Come on. Mugger school that pawns in sports?
FOOF! Welcome to VJC. ;)
I love VJ. :D
GO VJ GO VJ GO! :D

And school has been a little mad recently. HAHA.
Botin's positively insane.
Well, its partly my fault.
HAHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHA.
Ah well.
Im infectious. ;)
What can i say? :D

Oh something Russel told me last weekend or a few weekends ago.
He said he was praying and talking to God and God told him this:
It was about someone who made a decision because the person knows God is calling the person there, but its not what he/she wanted. And that person will always question God about this decision and wonder what it would be like if they made the other choice.
And Russel said after that, God told him that person was me.

Well, when i first heard it, i was shell shocked cos when he was sharing that with the cell, the first thought that came to my mind was "Thats not me. (:". And it was me. T-T Well, that was the week that musicfest just ended. My life seemed perfect. So i didnt hitnk it was me. Now, im not quite sure. There may be a few things he's refering to, but its still not exacly it. But i'll keep it in view cos it might come to pass soon. i dont know. God DID say that he's gonna take me i to somewhere i dont expect. Hmmm.

Ah well. (:

I bought a book/album to store my eventful events in VJC. :D Gonna start on it! :D WHEE! :D