Athelethically overwhelming

Today was a rather overwhelming day in sports. Haha.

Well.
In the morn, there was this BIG drama i created because i got accepted and am being sent to vietnam next week for SEA GAMES JUNIOR!!! :D :D :D
It came as a HUGE surprise as i kinda gave up the idea of getting in because the appeal was sent in 2 weeks ago, and the trip's next week!
So i was pleasantly surprised that i was shortlisted to go. :D

Thank the LORD!
Seriously!

So i'll be away from the 4th to the 8th of June. (:
Which is in exacly one week's time. Lol.
AWESOME AWESOME AWESOME!
FINALLY GOT TO GO SEA GAMES! :D

And to be chosen, means that i have a chance to get top 3.
Oh God.
I want top 3.
I want 12m! :D

Ah well.
After that, was school.
Which wasnt exacly the best of days, but it was okay.

I ponned econs lecture to meet haoyi for lunch. :D
For the first time ever, my ex-coach treated me to lunch!!! *GASP!* :D
I was so thrilled. Hahahaha.
It was a rather good catch up session. (:
We're still as close as ever and haoyi...
Haoyi hasnt changed a bit. (:
And oh do i love that coach of mine. ^_^

Aye. I miss talking to him. Haha.
I wished we had more time to talk.
But time wasnt on our side. :( Boo.
So when his kids came, i went to put my stuff down, bought a fruit juice, then went to the pit to look for haoyi. (: Ah well.

After that, i had track exco meeting, which also came as a surprise because i didnt know i was in the exco since i knew i wasnt the vice cap. But i happened to be the secretary, which puts me in the exco. Haha. So, Hannah Lee Shih Yan of 09S32 is officially the track girls secretary and part of the exco. It is an honour to be chosen to be in the exco. (: Haha. But i also have to do all the admin work. Meh. No complaints here. I actually enjoy doing admin work. ^_^ HEE.

Well, during the meeting, i also learnt that Mr Melvin Tan is leaving, which is a rather big shock to me. :( I really looked up to him as a teacher and a coach and a motivator and a mentor and to know he's leaving is like.. BAM! :( I was quite sad actually. Still am. :( But ah well. Life has to go on. I guess its a different season for every one of us. And we just need to trust God and move on with life. (:

After the meetings and all, i had training.
Coach wasnt very pleased with all of us today.
He gave us attitude and we were kinda shocked that he was so angry.

Well.
I didnt throw too well today.
Infact, i havent been throwing well at all.
I barely pass 11m nowadays and that scares me big time.
It shows that i have not improved at all! :(

Honestly, im really worried abuot my throws.
I have this HUGE mental block infront of me right now which im finding rather hard to breech.
Somehow, i know i can reach 12m. I should be doing that now. But somehow, i cant. And its definately a mental block. :(

Somebody help me!!!!!!!!! :(
I really need to break that bariar to reach my full potential. :(

Aye.
On the way home with Miss Yu, who gave me a lift back home, i talked alot with her. And i learnt more baout her and coach. It was so cute! :P Did you know my coach used to coach James Wong? BIG SHOCKER THERE! Haha. Confidence level in coach has risen another lot. Haha. (: ah well.

Enough banter for now. (: