Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Im sorry.

Here's a list of things im sorry about:

Im sorry i wanted to be somebody.
Im sorry i even thought i could be somebody.
Im sorry i couldnt make you believe in me.
Im sorry im not good enough.

Im sorry for being a field champion.
Im sorry for not being smart enough.
Im sorry you think im lazy.
Im sorry i cant seem to buck up.

Im sorry i know myself better than you know me.
Im sorry i cant prove it to you.
Im sorry i know whats best for me.
Im sorry i am not allowed to choose.

Im sorry for choosing professions you dont support.
Im sorry i cant be wise.
Im sorry my interests arent like yours
Im sorry i cant follow my dreams.

Im sorry for having so much faith in myself.
Im sorry for having faith in God.
Im sorry i cant be as realistic as you.
Im sorry i think so optimistically.

Im sorry i can sacrifice.
Im sorry ive thought about the price.
Im sorry for beliving in myself.
Im sorry for ever thinking i was special.

Im sorry for being a disappointment.
And most of all, Im sorry for being me.
Because all that i am, is all that you dont agree.

So, im sorry that i am ME.

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