AYE!
Its been a long time eh? :D
Sorry for not updating recently. Lol.
My week has been SO AWESOMELY FUN i had no time to update. :P

SO!

Last week like i said was AWESOMELY FUN! ^-^
I bonded like SOOOOOOOO MUCH with SO MANY PPL!
Ok. Let me tell you one by one. (:

Monday was a mundane day cos well, we were back in school.
I cant remember much about monday, but it was fun, as always. (:
OH! Now i remmeber.
I talked to some ppl in class more indepth. :P
Like mok, zhenfeng, botin, si en... yea.
Nd of course had the usual fun and catching up with chantal and jesselyn. (:
Then training, which was quite tiring i think and we ended at 9pm.
Thereabouts anyways. Haha.

THEN!
Tuesday was the start of the awesomeness! ^-^
Tuesday was a surprise as we had HALF DAY OFF due to good A level grades! ^-^ We ended school at 10.30am. :D Then after that, my class went out for outing! :D And boy did we have fun and bond. I really wanted to be comfortable with who i was and with being around ppl when i came to VJ, and i found that i really was very comfortable with my class. Like i just opened up and just have fun. (: I managed to really get to know alot more ppl more well and find some same frequency crazy ppl like Hafeeza. OMG. We were doing SO MANY STUPID STUFF TGT! It was SO HILARIOUS! LOL!

I also got to bond with jesselyn and mervyn alot because we walked tgt alot because well, i left my camara pouch at some machine after cam whoring. hahaha. :P So we had to walk all the way back to get it. (: It was really sweet of them to walk back with me. (:

So anyway. After that, i went to Fairfield to get my Graduation cert and meet Jumana and catch up with teachers. (: It was SUPER FRUITFUL ^-^ And SUPER FUN! It was awesome to meet Jumana in her uniform and meet Tongjit and his usual nonsense. Then it was awesome to meet many of my ex-teachers and hear them ramble about Jumana's terrible attire and about sch and what nots. HAHA. So FUN! Really miss them. Somewhat, at least. Haha.

Really feels like my life in Fairfield is soooooooo far away.
I think im raelly having a time of my life in VJ la. :D
SO FUN! ^-^

After that, i went to meet Magdalene at Clementi for dinner to catch up. (: I really wish we could ave spent longer cos we were basically stuck at the same topic about her, but i didnt get to tell her much about my life in VJ. So, yea. But it was still super awesome seeing her in her self-declared ite uniform look-alike (PJ Uniform), and hearing her ramble about life and all. (: And it was so awesome catching up with her, really. (: Miss her so much. (:

SO. That was my VERY FRUITFUL TUESDAY! ^_^

Wednesday!
I had anothre half day! :D
It was because the track team went to support the X-try nationals, which was held in the morn. Haha. I think my group was quite awesome. :P Me Lin Xing and Kimberly and Wuileng. (: We went quite a distance down the race route and cheered for the VJ teams. (: We chose a smart position cos at that place, we could cheer for the girls when they ran to and back to the finishing line. :D So we cheered twice for the girls since they passed us while making their u-turn, and once for the guys because they didnt pass us again. It was quite fun la. (: Managed to get to know some more track ppl, and also catching up with more FMSS juniors. (: Haha.

Vj did quite well, i guess. 4th for girls and 2nd for Guys.
We lost to RJ, and when i saw the RJ track team, i was quite shocked cos i realised there were SO MANY national players in the team. Darn. I should have gone RJ. haha. (: Ruiyong came in 1st for cross country, so congrats to him! ^-^ Haha.

So after that, we cam-whored quite abit, then went back to school. Had lunch, slacked, and went back for the last 45mins of GP. haha. Which i found everyone to be half asleep. :P By the time i went for training, my whole body was tired man. Lol. I was so so so tired out. But i had to try and give my all during training anyway. Training was okay.. ahah. i guess. Tiring la.

But another slack and fun day. (:

Thursday!
I had Music Fest Auditions!
I was kinda nervous and i felt kinda wierd cos i dont think anyone's expecting me to join or to be able to sing. Hehe. SO i went to the holding room and saw 2 other girls. I registered, then sat down and read my lyrics, prayed, and decided against thinking about it. haha.

then the 2 girls and i walked down to the music room at 4.30pm. yupp. The music room's really nice, actually. (; The sound that goes around is really good. (: So anyway. I let the other 2 girls go first cos i wanted to see and have a feel of the competition i was facing. The 1st girl sang "Before he cheats" with a minus one. The minus one thing was a little intimidating, but i decided against feeling anything towards it cos i knew what i was doing. She was a little off here and there, but her voice quality's not bad, i guess. (:

Then i let the 2nd girl go next. :P She sang some chinese song. Lol.

Then i went up, gave my score sheets to the judges, then introduced myself. Then i told them i was going to sing "Can you feel the love tonight" and i wanted to do it with no accompanyment cos i wanted them to have a full feel of my voice. (: So i took a deep breathe and i sang. I think i did quite a good job out of it. (: Thank God. Ahhaha.

After that, i went to train on my own.
Did only 8 throws cos i wanted to train myself to push my all in that 8 throws, just like i do for competition. Cos i realised that im actually quite spoilt for time cos during training i just throw endlessly. And i cant do that for nationals. So if i dont get the distance within my 1st 6 throws, thats it man. No more. So i threw on my own.

Shermaine was nice enough to accompany me while i threw. (: And i got to know her a little more then. (: And after that, i went to the gym to do some power jerks. Then Thong en came along. (: Haha. It was the first time i ever talked to him about serious stuff, and i realised how nice a senior he actually is. (: In fact, he's just like me. haha. (: Really awesome getting to know him beyond that joker he always seems to me. I really thank God for blessing me with a great bunch of seniors. (: They're so awesome. (:

Friday, i got my blue slip! :D And i ponned PE! :D SUPER FUN! :D
Me Mok and Botin spent the period tgt. Trying to study. I ended up playing bo's ipod. :P ahaha. With mok. While Bo slept. HAha. SUPER FUN. ^-^ Then during the break before class, sien, Hafeeza, bo and i bonded through an interesting medium- MUSIC. HAHAH. We were like singing westlife like mad la. Super fun. (:

After school, i had training that ended kinda late? My legs were aching like mad from the crazy running. Gosh. Im getting slower! And thats cause for concern. :( Anyway. After training, it was like 7.45pm. So i was debating btw dinner with throws team or lcell. And i was tempted not to go for lcell cos it was so late already. My mum suggested i ask my coach for a lift, but i didnt know whteher to or not. So while i was changing in the toilet, i just said to myself "成是在天", and when i walked out of the cubical and peered out the door, i realised my coach's car wasnt there any more. So i thought to myself "I guess this means i shouldnt go for cell.". The moment i walked out the toilet, there my coach's car was, waiting for me.

MY coach offered me a ride and i accepted. So i went to church and here's the best part- My coach and his wife fetched me all the way to church w/o me knowing it! OMG! I was so shocked. Seriously. Haha. I was so amazed at how God provided.

And i had no regrets going to church. Cos i drew closer to God, discarded all the things i had been struggling with, and really just opened up the channel that was kinda blocked. (: Finally received a vision from God for my school. I saw myself in a very dark place. And I stood up and lighted a torch. The moment i did that, many others started to light up their torches as well. I felt the vision was a call from God to rise up and be unashamed and unafraid to be the christian God has called me to be. To start sharing the word of God and standing for all i believe in, in christ.

After lcell, i talked to sis raine about leaving worship min, and she gave me till the end of april to decide. It is true im still a little undecided about it, and whether it is a different season. I must indeed pray more and seek God more about this issue. Cos i dont want to make a wrong decision that will affect my walk with God negatively.

After that, i caught up with my cell sps plus a few more. (: we had diner at macs and caught up quite abit with some peeps. (: The world is so small, seriously! I met one of Jumana's BOB victims! AHHA! What a joke, serously. ;)

Saturday.
Training...
THAIPAN with Huij and Wuileng.
Then church. (:
Caught up abit with Jessica. (:
I think we're relaly gonna get along and i really really wanna sow into her life and help her grow. (: I really do believe God has set me over her for a reason. And i dont want to let yet aother life go wasted in my care. so i am going to rise up and take ownership of my sb. (:

I realised that the cell's actually going through alot with Bro Victor's transition out of the cell. And i realised how much more i need to step up my game. Julian's like our cell leader now la. And i cannot sit by the side and do nothing. There's a reason why God put me in this cell. Though i resented the thought of it at the beginning, i knew that God had a reason to put me in this cell. And i guess it was for such a time as this. (: I need to start praying, start waring, start believing for growth and nurturaton to take place in the cell. And i need to rise up as well. Leading the cell is no one-man show. (:

Service was good.
Worhsip was POWERFUL!
It really amazes me how much Benny has grown in her annointing as a worhsip leader and the quality of her voice. (: Im proud of her. (: Really. ahhaha. Worship was really good. The fast songs really spoke to me. Actually, all the songs really spoke to my heart this weekend. It was awesome. (: Sister Gwen's message was really powerful. (: she's awesome man. I hope she becomes a pastor soon. (:

After that i went to Uncle Phillip and Aunt Siong yu's house for their baby dedication that my dad was doing for them. (: Had dinner and had GREAT COFFEE. :D And met one of the noisiest and cutest little girls ever. Haha. A tad too noisy though. Makes me feel somewhat happy i dont have a little little sister. Lol. :P Ah well.

SUNDAY.
Chinese tution was a bore.
It was interesting, but my body was way too tired to handle all that. Haha.
I wanted to go down to support the VJ team, but i didnt get to cos my parents werent too keen on me running around. So i didnt. :S Ah well. Boring Sunday la. Haha.

Monday.
Thats today!
The music fest semifinalist list came out.
I GOT IN! :D
Im a music fest semi finalist! :D
Thank God!
Now i gotta think of a good performance for the semis cos the competition's getting tougher!
Any suggestions? :D Hhahahahaha. (: