Screwed up

OK.
I needa wake up.
I realised im totally screwing myself up in VJ for playing too much.
So much for being in a mugger school. :(

Today, i didnt hand up my math cos i thought that cos i didnt have my GC i convieniently assumed i couldnt do the questions. So i intended to hand up like, wed.. since tues im not going to school. Well... I totally screwed myself up because my teacher just sent me an email to tell me she's giving me a ZERO for not handing up my work.

And its a COMMON TEST, mind you.
I just got a zero for my common test.

I have been taking the fact that im not actually doing well in school very lightly cos well, i think im still adjusting and i can handle the stuff when the time comes.
But somehow, when i realised that im getting a 0 for my test, it bugs me.
It bugs me big time.

I thihnk i need to wake up and seriously start taking my work seriously.
Junior College is no place to slack.
Its now or never.
And if never, i'll live to regret it.

Man.
I seriously feel so screwed.
I got a 0 cos of my freakin laziness...

Oh God.
HELP! :(

I need to start bucking up. :(
Time to turn mugger. :(

God only helps those who help themselves. :(