thoughts.

Hello!

I bet many people have given up reading my blog.
In fact, i kinda give up writing also. Hahaha.
To thinkabout it, i have been writing blogs for like... 5 years now? Wow. that suddenly seems like a long time. haha.

Well, ive been really busy. And really lazy to blog.
Though i have so many random thoughts of the day i'd love to have penned down, somehow, im just too lazy to. Haha.

PW has been pretty much madness over the entire OP scramble. and i kinda just realised i havent even started on my I&R. Im so dead. Cant wait for the section outing and chinese to be over. That would put about half my mind to ease. I needa start studying for my R papers. Thats horrible. I dont mind th study part though. Im just not too delighted at the thought of not having so much time for myself. Been rather caught up with life lately and i havent been able to reflect about life and have some nice thinking time. I do enjoy that once in awhile. (:

Well, today i met Thomas for ice cream after a nice lunch with Danella at Thaipan. (: Met him at Berrylite but only for a short while. It kinda occured to me how different our intellect levels are. I mean, he was like spewing out so much intellectual knowledge, and i was... silent cos i couldnt exacly match the intellect level.

Not saying that we're sooo different cos we have a rather queer sense of humour.

But it just occured to me how interesting and diverse life is. I mean look at him. He's just a fine example of the people at the end of the spectrum of life where intellect is concerned. And in VJ, he's just one of them.

You know, not saying that Fairfield students are dumb, but i used to be one of Fairfield's top students. And even with the uppermost top student like Matthew and Robert, intellectual conversations with them never got me lost or have nothing to reply. It seemed like we were still on thesame level though they were more intellectual than me.

But here in VJ, talking to the top students scare me. Its like they really are from a different world and im just lost when they start with all the intellect stuff. Its hard to compete or have a friendly debate cos their minds are just so channeled the intellect way i'll just be stumped with no answer in the debate.

being in VJ is scary, yet exciting at the same time.
I have never seen such a diverse in the kind of people until i came here.

There are the smart ones.
There are the sporty ones.
And there are those that are both sporty and smart.
And there are those that are both smart and musical.
And there are those that are both musical and sporty.

And the list just goes on and on and on and on.
Hahahah.

Still, do i wish i was in another school?

Not in a million years.

Sometimes i do wonder what my life would have been like if i had chosen AC or RJ over VJ during nats last year when i had a chance to.

Would I have been happier there?

Same answer: Not in a million years.

It is a fact that ACJC was my dream school for 4 years cos i aspired to go there even before i reached sec 1. I was inspired by the fact that my dad was an AC boy, i had followed Andre from Pri to sec and potentially JC and Uni, and that Fmss was right beside AC. I had wanted so much to be an AC girl. Haha. Who would have known i would have become a victorian instead?

Life thrills me, truely.
And i never fail to wonder at how my life has turned out to be like.
I feel blessed despite the different hard times of trouble and trials ive had.
And like every christian,
But with even more meaning and sincerity than i believe i have ever said this,
God has been good.

I am just in so much gratitude for no reason now.
But then again, the things of God are with no reason, right? (: