09S32

Hello Hello!

These 2 days i've been having class orientation and its really quite fun! :D
Found a couple of friends and we've been like sticking together already.
So thank God for that. Seriously. Haha.

Well, my class is not yet that united, but everyone's friendly and like trying to find their place in the class. We're about to select our CT rep but other than that, everyone's just being really nuetral and fun and awesome. haha.

I've been considering taking up leadership positions. Was thinking of volunteering to be part of the CT com, but im not really sure if i really want to do that. Am thinking of joining house com, but i really wonder if i can cope. Im sure i'll be one heck of a coocoo crazy house commer. Haha. SHould i join? I bet yall would say yes, but we gotta remember my track commitments are insane and im as tired as it is reaching home after training. In fact, i honestly, think i may have days i dont manage to complete my work cos im so tired. But thats what the breaks in school are for.

Received my timetable and its quite crazy, in my opinion.
But there's like so many breaks, i think i'de actually be quite thankful for them.
Hope to be able to study during those breaks.
I think i actually have to. Haha.

Well, my class has been awesome. And i hope it will continue to be that way.
We met the senior 32 class today and they did some really horrible stuff to us.
Im really quite horrified/traumatised still.

They started by making us do some really stupid stuff like jumping jacks across the corridoor while chanting 32. Omgoodness, that was indeed horrifying.

Then they planted some fake ppl in the class and those fake ppl really made a mess of the whole entire class. I nearly wanted to change class. It was THAT BAD.

But anyway. After realising those crazy ppl were a fake, things got back to normal. Aye. Thank God. Thank God.

Buying uniforms tmr with my 2 friends Chantal and Jesselyn. (: haha.
We decided to go buy it tgt. So we're going to buy it sometime tmr.

Found out a few christians in class.
Its really quite interesting how it came about.
But the ppl in the class seem quite wary of christians and what they do and stuff.
So, it may be tough, but its not impossible to spread the love of God.

Im not a natural forcer.
In fact i hate to force ppl to do things.
And esp so when it comes to religion cos its so sensitive.
What i prefer to do is to just live my life to the fullest, and making sure that God is glorified with my life. And that ppl will be impacted by the way i live my life cos that is the most important. Being and living the example is so much more important than preaching it outright. Because only when you walk your talk, then your intergrity is not questioned, and the love of God is not wavered in any way.

I guess i need to grow in the area of standing out and speaking out for my faith.
And its not easy, really. But i dont wanna see my friends live life w/o Jesus. So empty, so hurt, so lonely, so purposeless. I want my friends to live life to the full. Just as i am.

God, im here, clueless.
Come hold my hand and guide me, wont you?