I really want to change to H1 bio.
But it seems that if i change to H1 bio, i cannot take Dentistry in NUS because it requires H2 bio. And that really sucks because i really dont want to take H2 bio because there is really so so so much to mug. :( And i dont exacly have the time nor the capacity to mug. How?
If i take H1 bio, i might have to change my course in life.
And i dont exacly want to do that because I dont really know what else i want to take.
I dont exacly know what i want to do, nor what i want to be when i grow up.
And every decision i make now seems so vital to what i will be when i grow up.
Will i be a dentist?
Will i be a Physiotherapist?
Will i be a lawyer?
I dont know.
And i dont seem to be getting any answers.
My mum made sense when she said i only need to slog it out for 1 and 1/2 years and then have my whole career set before me. 1 and 1/2 years of madness only... Should i take it up?
I need to pray about it.
Do pray for me too, ya?
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Thor (:
Today was a day well spent with Thor. (:
I started the day with Cross Country. T-T
Started at the back of the pack, overtook alot of ppl, and still ended up facing a WHOLE big group of people crammed up infront of me. T-T Then i gave up trying to overtake. Haha. Didnt push myself as hard as i did during PE. Walked a little, but lest then 400m. The most hardworking thrower. Haha. Then at the end of the race, i wanted to just give up. but Wenxin ran beside me and waited for me and cheered me on and that was so awesome, really. She helped me push myself to sprint the last lap and that was really awesome. (:
Thanks Wenxin. (:
After that was just mass dances, cheers and prize presentation. Lol. Pegasus didnt do too well. Mainly because we dont exacly have many sports peeps i think. Ah well. (: I wasnt at all put down by the results because its not our fault all the crossers arent from pegasus. So why freak out, panic or be demoralised? There's still time to catch up. (: GO PEGASUS!
Anyway. After cross was stupid bio tutorial. T-T Which was totally UGHHH. T-T I think its a really dumb reason to make us make up a lesson that wasnt our fault to miss. T-T And after cross country also. T-T Though i did learn something, i still think it was raelly dumb. lol.
After class, went out with a few Thor peeps. Finally went to Taipan. (: SUPER CHEAP SIA! $6 per person leh. And super nice food too, may i add. (: Kudos to Brendan and Wenxin who went everywhere to get ZiFeng's cake. (:
Super fun.
And after that Wenxin, Steven, Weiyi and I went back to school to chill while i went for training. Before that, we were all talking really heart to heart at the canteen, and after steven fell asleep, we totally did stupid stuff to him. Hahahahaha. :P Super Super Fun!
Though i did something totally embarrasing i shouldnt have done. T-T
I think VJ has seriously made me crazier by one notch man.
Oh dear. LOL.
Training was mainly some light throws and all.
Everyone was seriously zapped of energy.
Sigh. Thank Goodness training ended early.
After training i washed up and went out for dinner with a few Thor peeps.
Brendan, Wenxin, Weiyi, Claire and Derong.
We went to where the OG started getting close-Just noodles at Suntec. (:
The 6 of us really talked ALOT and chitchatted and really bonded alot. (:
Super fun sia.
Made fun of each other, talk about life...
(: really found my family in VJ.
Somehow, whenever im with my OG, i feel a sense of acceptance and familiarity.
Like we dont have anything to hide and we can just be ourselves.
And for once in VJ,
I sang.
I sang with my real voice, with a little something of what im fully capable of.
I felt comfortable enough to do it.
And i dont know, but im not the only one who feels this way. (:
Its just really like a family.
Thank God for such an awesome OG. (:
The Best OG of my life. Seriously (:
Thor 1!
I started the day with Cross Country. T-T
Started at the back of the pack, overtook alot of ppl, and still ended up facing a WHOLE big group of people crammed up infront of me. T-T Then i gave up trying to overtake. Haha. Didnt push myself as hard as i did during PE. Walked a little, but lest then 400m. The most hardworking thrower. Haha. Then at the end of the race, i wanted to just give up. but Wenxin ran beside me and waited for me and cheered me on and that was so awesome, really. She helped me push myself to sprint the last lap and that was really awesome. (:
Thanks Wenxin. (:
After that was just mass dances, cheers and prize presentation. Lol. Pegasus didnt do too well. Mainly because we dont exacly have many sports peeps i think. Ah well. (: I wasnt at all put down by the results because its not our fault all the crossers arent from pegasus. So why freak out, panic or be demoralised? There's still time to catch up. (: GO PEGASUS!
Anyway. After cross was stupid bio tutorial. T-T Which was totally UGHHH. T-T I think its a really dumb reason to make us make up a lesson that wasnt our fault to miss. T-T And after cross country also. T-T Though i did learn something, i still think it was raelly dumb. lol.
After class, went out with a few Thor peeps. Finally went to Taipan. (: SUPER CHEAP SIA! $6 per person leh. And super nice food too, may i add. (: Kudos to Brendan and Wenxin who went everywhere to get ZiFeng's cake. (:
Super fun.
And after that Wenxin, Steven, Weiyi and I went back to school to chill while i went for training. Before that, we were all talking really heart to heart at the canteen, and after steven fell asleep, we totally did stupid stuff to him. Hahahahaha. :P Super Super Fun!
Though i did something totally embarrasing i shouldnt have done. T-T
I think VJ has seriously made me crazier by one notch man.
Oh dear. LOL.
Training was mainly some light throws and all.
Everyone was seriously zapped of energy.
Sigh. Thank Goodness training ended early.
After training i washed up and went out for dinner with a few Thor peeps.
Brendan, Wenxin, Weiyi, Claire and Derong.
We went to where the OG started getting close-Just noodles at Suntec. (:
The 6 of us really talked ALOT and chitchatted and really bonded alot. (:
Super fun sia.
Made fun of each other, talk about life...
(: really found my family in VJ.
Somehow, whenever im with my OG, i feel a sense of acceptance and familiarity.
Like we dont have anything to hide and we can just be ourselves.
And for once in VJ,
I sang.
I sang with my real voice, with a little something of what im fully capable of.
I felt comfortable enough to do it.
And i dont know, but im not the only one who feels this way. (:
Its just really like a family.
Thank God for such an awesome OG. (:
The Best OG of my life. Seriously (:
Thor 1!
Thursday, February 26, 2009
Home Based Learning
I hate to admit it, but Home Based Learning was fun! ^-^
either that, or im just easily amused. Hehehe.
The teacher speaking over the net so quickly just tickles my amusement, seriously. O my goodness! So fuN!!! ^_^ I was utterly amused by it. :P The class totally went mad during all the Dimdims. LOL. Spaming the chat room, talking rubbish, leading a discussion into very extreme crazy directions. Like how taking a bus to jurong is supposed to save some guy $10, but we led it to the money being saved to eat chicken rice, get bnaged by a bus, and God knows what. SUPER FUN! ^-^
Well Well.
I still think im a quiet person. :P
But seems like the whole world seems to disagree.
lol. Try la. Try la.
One day i shall keep quiet. :D Haha
See what happens.
I very noisy meh. T-T
Ah well.
Its been so crazy these few days.
The weather has been crazy and i couldnt compete on wed for shot putt. :( I was soooooooooo sad cos i felt really good about my throws that day and i really really wanted to throw. Apparantly, many people signed up for their events but most didnt turn up. T-T How odd. Scared ah. Lol. Im not even scary la pls. Check out my fierce photo:
Haha. Got this when Caleb Kay wanted to get a nonya boon shot at macs. :P *sigh...* the good ol Musical days.. (:Anyway. Not scary right! :( Why do Victorians think my fierce look very scary? Haha. No big deal la. :P haha. Bet its just for fun. x) Chased Brendan everywhere one OG dinner cos i gave him the stare. haha. Its odd isnt it, i have the stare in Fmss, and i have a stare in VJ. HAHA! Different ones though. Oh wait. The fmss stare is called 'The Face' HAHA! Man. I really miss yellow and blue. :(
Anyway.
Life's been full of interesting events.
Its hard to explain but its just full of intersting events. Different ppl, different culture, different friends. Indeed, a 180 turnaround from what i knew as my world. But i'm dealing with it. (: im handling it. Im surviving. Im here and smiling and kicking. (: haha. (: It gets hard once in awhile, but i'll deal with it somehow.
I managed to catch P.Andy on Tues when i went to PL to find dad. We wanted to talk and catch up and there's like sooooooooo much i wanna tell P.Andy cos the last time we caught up was... lol. last year? 2 years ago? *sigh...* Its amazing how much we talk and how indepth we go. (: I really enjoy talking to P.Andy cos i can be real, he understands and he genuinely cares. (: Its so awesome that he's the pastor in charge of Z2 when i just stepped into Z2. Its like a familiar face. (: Haha. Thank God for that. (:
Ah well.
Tmr's cross country and im not exacly looking forward to it.
Tmr im also going out with my OG and i am TOTALLY looking forward to it! :D
Except that my stupid tutor insists on a make up class after cross country as well as TRAINING. T-T Why are they so hard core, seriously. I kinda miss haoyi cos i had the freedom to do what i wanted to. :( *sigh...*
Happy Birthday haoyi, btw.
One of the Bestest coach ever. (:
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Random tests. :D
Your EQ is 133
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others.
Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
You are warm and open.
Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are.
And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.
While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.
What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?
You Are a Peach Jelly Bean
You have a distinct style that you don't really have to work for. You're genuinely quirky, and people love your understated charm.
What Kind of Juice Are You?
You Are Carrot Juice
You are a warm, cooperative person. You work well with others.While you have a fairly strong personality, you don't have a lot of clashes and conflicts.You are ambitious, but not ruthlessly so. You won't step on anybody's feet to get to the top.You are successful, and all your success has come while looking out for others.
What Color Traffic Light Are You?
You Are a Red Light
You take life at a slow pace. Life is long, so what's the rush?You are very selective. You don't make a decision until you're sure it's the right one.You have amassed some wisdom in your life, and you put it to good use. You don't act rashly.You are fair and impartial. People can count on you to do the right thing, even if you take some time to figure out what that is.
What's Your Ideal Career?
Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are energetic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.You would make an excellent:Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - LawyerRecreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales PersonSchool Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster
The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.
What Should Your Superpower Be?
Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire
You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your allYour biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers
What Font Are You?
You Are Times New Roman
You are formal and conservative. You're concerned with how you appear to others.For you, maintaining a good reputation is important. You want people to trust you.Elegant and classy, you always maintain your composure. You are never crass.You are professional, competent, and upstanding. And it shows!
What Dessert Are You Most Like?
You Are Tiramisu!
Light and lovely, you pack a punch.You never overwhelm... but you always leave a lasting
impression.
You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others.
Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
You are warm and open.
Even when life gets you down, you're unafraid of the world and its challenges.
You are comfortable with who you are.
And you accept your weaknesses - as well as the weaknesses of others.
While you are quite stable, you don't respond perfectly to every bad situation that comes up.
But you have enough emotional intelligence to know when you need a course correction.
What Flavor Jelly Bean Are You?
You Are a Peach Jelly Bean
You have a distinct style that you don't really have to work for. You're genuinely quirky, and people love your understated charm.
What Kind of Juice Are You?
You Are Carrot Juice
You are a warm, cooperative person. You work well with others.While you have a fairly strong personality, you don't have a lot of clashes and conflicts.You are ambitious, but not ruthlessly so. You won't step on anybody's feet to get to the top.You are successful, and all your success has come while looking out for others.
What Color Traffic Light Are You?
You Are a Red Light
You take life at a slow pace. Life is long, so what's the rush?You are very selective. You don't make a decision until you're sure it's the right one.You have amassed some wisdom in your life, and you put it to good use. You don't act rashly.You are fair and impartial. People can count on you to do the right thing, even if you take some time to figure out what that is.
What's Your Ideal Career?
Your Career Type: Enterprising
You are energetic, ambitious, and sociable.Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas.You would make an excellent:Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp DirectorCity Manager - Judge - LawyerRecreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales PersonSchool Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster
The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect.
What Should Your Superpower Be?
Your Superpower Should Be Manipulating Fire
You are intense, internally driven, and passionate.Your emotions are unpredictable - and they often get the better of you.Both radiant and terrifying, people are drawn to you.At your most powerful, you feel like the world belongs to you.Why you would be a good superhero: You are obsessive enough to give it your allYour biggest problem as a superhero: Your moodiness would make it difficult to control your powers
What Font Are You?
You Are Times New Roman
You are formal and conservative. You're concerned with how you appear to others.For you, maintaining a good reputation is important. You want people to trust you.Elegant and classy, you always maintain your composure. You are never crass.You are professional, competent, and upstanding. And it shows!
What Dessert Are You Most Like?
You Are Tiramisu!
Light and lovely, you pack a punch.You never overwhelm... but you always leave a lasting
impression.
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
An Email. A Reminder.
We complain about the cross we bear but don't realize it is preparing us for the dip in the road that God can see and we cannot.
Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,
there will always be sunshine, after the rain....
Perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall;
But God's always ready, to answer your call.....
He knows every heartache, sees every tear,
a word from His lips, can calm every fear...
Your sorrows may linger, throughout the night,
But suddenly vanish, by dawn's early light...
The Savior is waiting, somewhere above,
to give you His grace,
and send you His love.
This email was sent by a friend.
And this email was sent to encourage me at a very timely time.
I was extremely encouraged and God touched my heart.
Its a reminder to us all that simply knowing God is not enough.
We need to carry our cross all the way.
The full cross.
(: haha. Hope you've been blessed.
Thanks Adriel for the email. (:
Monday, February 23, 2009
Not good...
I think my throwing is deproving. :(
I dont know what happened but ever since 2 fridays ago, i've been struggling with my throws. My reaction is way off and it seems im really struggling to get my body in line with training. I dont know whats happening to me and it relaly sucks esp when i want to improve so badly. :(
My coach was telling a few of us about how some people are just born strong.
It was then i realised that im not big enough to be a great thrower.
I wasnt born especially strong, but i was born stronger than average.
I dont know and i dont blame God. But you know i just cant help thinking about how things would be if i were bigger, if i were stronger. But then again, if i were any huger, i wouldnt look as fantastic as i do now. So.. I dont know. Its just a mix of fantasy plus the desire to win.
I have a great build, though one of the smallest for a thrower.
I have strength, though not the speed nor the technique good enough to aid the strength.
But most of all, i have God. And he never fails me.
Indeed, God has a plan for me. I dont know what but right now, i need to trust God. Its not easy considering all the odds starting to come against me. But i know that my God is greater than all. So what do i fear? What should i fear? But have faith that God knows what he's doing.
I may or may not be the best in the world.
I will strive to be the best in the world.
But for now,
for this year.
Being a champion in Asia would be awesome.
I want to stand on the podium and receive my medal.
I want to hear the national anthem played in my honour and in my glory that belongs to God.
I want to make my parents and friends proud of me.
ANd im not gonna let any setbacks stop me.
Training is super hard and intensive.
But im not giving up.
Im gonna give it my all.
I am an athlete.
And i have God as my guide.
I dont know what happened but ever since 2 fridays ago, i've been struggling with my throws. My reaction is way off and it seems im really struggling to get my body in line with training. I dont know whats happening to me and it relaly sucks esp when i want to improve so badly. :(
My coach was telling a few of us about how some people are just born strong.
It was then i realised that im not big enough to be a great thrower.
I wasnt born especially strong, but i was born stronger than average.
I dont know and i dont blame God. But you know i just cant help thinking about how things would be if i were bigger, if i were stronger. But then again, if i were any huger, i wouldnt look as fantastic as i do now. So.. I dont know. Its just a mix of fantasy plus the desire to win.
I have a great build, though one of the smallest for a thrower.
I have strength, though not the speed nor the technique good enough to aid the strength.
But most of all, i have God. And he never fails me.
For i know the plans i have for you, declares the Lord. Plans to prosper and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11
Indeed, God has a plan for me. I dont know what but right now, i need to trust God. Its not easy considering all the odds starting to come against me. But i know that my God is greater than all. So what do i fear? What should i fear? But have faith that God knows what he's doing.
I may or may not be the best in the world.
I will strive to be the best in the world.
But for now,
for this year.
Being a champion in Asia would be awesome.
I want to stand on the podium and receive my medal.
I want to hear the national anthem played in my honour and in my glory that belongs to God.
I want to make my parents and friends proud of me.
ANd im not gonna let any setbacks stop me.
Training is super hard and intensive.
But im not giving up.
Im gonna give it my all.
I am an athlete.
And i have God as my guide.
Mugger School. T-T
You know previously i said i prayed my class starts mugging?
I totally take that back.
OMG.
I pray the school stops mugging. Seriously!
Omg...
The school is darn mugger la!!! Omg....
Its my 3rd week of school and im already mugging like i was for O levels la!!! Omg...
And everyone's like mugging.
And teachers are chasing us for work and all and telling us we dont have time cos we started school late.
Then we have projects.
Yes. PROJECTS.
And i had to do some 3-D Bio protein model by the weekend.
I wanted to murder the teacehr.
Seriously.
GOD SAVE ME!
WHY AM I IN A MUGGER SCHOOL?!?!
I feel so darn stupid now la.
Walao...
I totally take that back.
OMG.
I pray the school stops mugging. Seriously!
Omg...
The school is darn mugger la!!! Omg....
Its my 3rd week of school and im already mugging like i was for O levels la!!! Omg...
And everyone's like mugging.
And teachers are chasing us for work and all and telling us we dont have time cos we started school late.
Then we have projects.
Yes. PROJECTS.
And i had to do some 3-D Bio protein model by the weekend.
I wanted to murder the teacehr.
Seriously.
GOD SAVE ME!
WHY AM I IN A MUGGER SCHOOL?!?!
I feel so darn stupid now la.
Walao...
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